Quiet Time Awakening

Hutch relates the impact of discovering his love.

It isn’t possible to put in words what an epiphany it is to have your whole world turned upside down in an instant. A lighting strike just has no comparison. In a sense, clarity becomes the overwhelming feeling; the sense of wonder that you could have missed the obvious for so long, and managed to live your life without this little bit of truth.

Windows open and allow fresh, invigorating, sweet spring air to sweep away all the cobwebs. Truth is the only element left standing and you are humbled in its presence. You are staggered by the simplicity of a knowledge long hidden; yet accept what is shown to you as the only answer to a life lived in shadow.

Questions, hopes, dreams all fall into place, and the smile that radiates over your entire being is but a small acknowledgement of the peace and serenity that now enfolds you.

You now see that the impossible was but a curtain, separating you from yourself and what you needed to make you whole. Any imagined obstacles are but dandelion seeds being carried on the breeze, scattering hither and yon without direction or impact on what is.

Life changes its crushing power into a glorious blossoming of opportunity, music and joy, lifting your spirit to heights long reached for and mostly ignored. You are freed from the oppression dictated by uncertainty, cowardice and passion. You are carried away in a euphoria that blinds you with freedom, deep satisfaction, and a love that refuses all intellectual clarification in words.

The deepest sense of completion and fulfilment carries you on a cloud of happiness and ease, letting your soul fly into realms of unexpected beauty and welcome intensity. You no longer fear the unknown; accept the guidance offered, and drink in the intoxicating strength of a partnership of equals.

A life no longer lived alone beckons you into its empowering embrace and you bow in humility and thankfulness before the image created. You are the one who is honoured and you look into the face of the one who carries your soul and heart and mind, and can only gaze in wonder at the stupidity, ignorance and blindness that kept you from your heart.

This is what was meant to be, and you turn in blessed innocence and offer your praise and thanks for this miracle of enlightenment that has you firmly planted on the road to self-awareness and boundless joy.

You welcome into your essence the one who has always stood patiently waiting for recognition; the one to whom your future is inevitably linked by strands stronger than any the hand of man could fashion.

The dark haired angel with the intense blue ‘wisdom of the ages’ in his eyes reaches for the hand you offer and infinites link is finally completed—Starsky and Hutch.

No one could have told you, nor would you have believed, how that one instant would have the power of the ages. Believe me. I have been there.