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He wasn’t sorry. He’d do it again… But the shock he’d held at bay ’til now was deep and ugly, full of grisly images and chilling what-ifs. He would never be free of them. Never. …he heard muffled shrieks of a monster dying and the cries of a partner fighting nightmares alone… filling him with equal parts of guilt and… -
Starsky leaves Hutch to take care of family in New York, and Hutch tries the life his father wanted for him. No one is happy. When Starsky shows up years later on Hutch’s doorstep, happiness takes a long time to find. “You aren’t coming back, are you, Starsk?” The silence at the other end told him all he needed to… -
Hutch’s marriage is over when Vanessa doesn’t want kids and walks out. Will he find the answers he needs when he becomes a cop and finds a friendship with Starsky? It was a shock. They were cuddled after making love and he murmured he was looking forward to having a baby with her. Vanessa laughed in derision. “I count every… -
Starsky leaves the Army and finds a place in the Police Academy and a new partner who shows him what he really needs. He had no patience for foreplay, and he didn’t waste time with words. They had so little. “Just shut the hell up and get on with it. Fuck me!” He grunted as the cock slid into his… -
Starsky has a surgery and his mom comes out to visit, not knowing about his and Hutch’s true relationship. After a near-death experience, Mrs. Starsky realizes what’s important. “Get her outta here! Make her go!” The voice was fretful and hoarse. “You know I can’t. She won’t listen to me.” Their conversation was interrupted when she opened the bedroom door… -
Hutch loses track of new partner Starsky in a firefight and fears he’ll accidently shoot him. Starsky admits it happened to him. An old partner refined his situational awareness and he offers to train Hutch. As their awareness of each other develops, so does their relationship. The dream had never been this horrific, this merciless and cruel, and his humanity…